Hai
Friday, February 23, 2007
and so the cny public holidays have passed.....
got red packets and some moolah to add to my reserves....
feeling all emo and ranty again
blah
why is this so
hm last sat which was cny eve
met one of my old classmates from cj..
mr fuzz
sgt now
hair is shorter
but personality more serious
other than that i havent met anione else
people who i try to ask out are busy or have their own programmes
well cant blame them
been arcading everyday since monday
what ticks me off the most is seeing this block leave slowly being eaten away
this would probably the last block leave for some time
stayout life will be ending in bout two weeks
i want it to last longer
once u stayout
u wont want to stayin again
EVER
youtube is a good distration
you can find all kinds of videos there
i like to search for music videos
my sleep in the morning is being disturbed by all the construction work going on just next to my house
this means even though its the " holidays"
i cant sleep in till 11 am
BAH!!!!!!!!
pek chek
@#$%^&*()_
oh u noe what
the movie protege is a must watch
it shows u the effects of drugs and how it destroys peoples
which is worse
loneliness ( the emptiness within oneself)or drugs
dont underestimate loneliness
it can drive people to do stupid things
like binge eating, slashing wrists, smoking , taking crack , drugs etc
12:43:00 AM
Saturday, February 17, 2007
cny is just round the corner
in fact as i type this less than 24 hours
i just dont feel all the festive cheer
theres nothing to be that cheerful about
sure i can try to smile
but down inside nothing feels alright
after reading mens health
i think all guys should go and read it
its 100% relevant to those from their late teens all the way to guys in their 50's
they say that 19 is the last year of being a teen
21 is true adulthood
so what happens when ure 20
no mans land?
12:08:00 AM
st valentines day
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
and so vday comes once again.....
can you feel love is in the air?
everywhere you look
you can see who are those who are attached and who are those who are single
an overated day in my opinion
haha u can see people with roses/gifts in their hands
florists must have seen some uber profits in these few days
good for ya
COE prices have dropped to record lows
tis a good time to get a new set of wheels for all u motorists
car prices are still ridicolously expensive in sg
yet people keep buying cars
yeah next time i'll be one of those people
the puruit of motoring utopia?
more like motoring stress
10:10:00 PM
Saturday, February 10, 2007
NOTHING FEELS ALRIGHT
WHY
CANT
I
GET
RID
OF THIS
INFERIORITY COMPLEX
ONCE AND FOREVER
12:24:00 AM
month of feb
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
exactly one year to ord
on 060208 i will get my pink ic back
the day nsfs dream of
hai
these days seem so sianz
people dont understand me
just becos i seldom let my frustrations out doesnt me
i wont get pissed off
its just i would rather not blow off tremendous amounts of steam
and risk hurting people
i wish the guys in my platoon would understand the situation i had been through
not everyone had a good time back in school days
not everyone had the blessing of close knit group of buddies in school
not everyone had their clique to call their own
on the other hand what they say makes sense
i need to relax more
no need to be so kan cheong
bah
feeling darn drained now
off to bed soon
at least im not in camp now
can have to the oppurtunity to type this
10:01:00 PM
